Random Thoughts: My Six Word Stories-Volume Seven (Featuring My Darkest Moments Edition)

Total Ridiculousness

Let me go. I tried. Failed.

Allow me peace in my way.

I’ve paid my dues. It’s over.

I want no pity. Just acceptance.

Tears have depleted my body, soul.

 I remain proud of my legacy.

Alana, Heath, Gwyneth: They are exquisite.

They deserve everything I never had.

 I’m ready to stop the pain.

I surrender trying to be loved.

My final effort: to love myself.

I have nothing left to give.

Accepting abandonment of me ends now.

I will finally accept melancholic mediocrity.

I’m tired, exhausted. Only peace, please.

Slow my brain, ease my pain.

I gave away my entire self.

I didn’t know. I was unprepared.

I failed myself. I couldn’t surmount.

I waited too long. I broke.

I’m ashamed of all my efforts.

i’m giving up gracefully. Let me.

Published by Amy Clapp

I’m such a mess on so many levels

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One thought on “Random Thoughts: My Six Word Stories-Volume Seven (Featuring My Darkest Moments Edition)”

  1. Amy. I barely know how to respond. Your writing is beautiful (I hesitate to use such an overdone word, but it is true), and heart-wrenching. My hand just went to clasp the charm on my necklace. I know there is nothing I can do to make you feel better. So where do we go from here? I wish you could give me some idea, but I feel that you think I’m hopeless, so write me off. I even hesitate to respond to things I hear about you from others, thinking that might initiate a dialogue. But what if I say the wrong thing? If you ever read anything in “The Sun” that you have a specific reaction to, maybe we could communicate about that. I will read other posts as I see them and try to respond. Love, Mom

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